My TL Drawing

I limp on , briefly forgetting what I was looking for 'You're looking for Masterhand...' replied the voice in my head, I nod in response before continuing. I take note that my other ankle has snapped, and it too is now bleeding prefusely over the already crimson carpet; most would find this disgusting, but I find it different...comforting even...though it shows how my life is leaving me with each drop, it does provide me with some warmth- however temporary it may be.

I inch closer to the elaborate staircase at the mansion's entrance, my gaze falls on the large double doors- how significant they seem to me now, the doors I entered as a trophy all those months ago, the doors metaknight tried to crush me with, all those things...only seem important now...

I slowly climb down the staircase, arms wrapped tightly around the banister, determined not to repeat my earlier actions. My whole body is an icy cold, the only warmth coming from my quickly cooling blood. After making it down the last step I stumble forward, barely managing to stay standing,

Coool. I need to have a go at that later.

That's amazing. You are an artist.

thanks

Alone…:

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DOKI... DOKI...


So much planning...to think that it's finally happening...Then why do I not feel...happy? Why am I not filled with twisted delight, the one I have felt many times before? How long have I waited to feel the endless tremors cease? To hear you struggle for breath, your final sigh in the darkness; How I have longed for that moment; yet there's nothing- no joy, no laughter, not even anyone to boast to- no Yuji, no Yuki, no Claus, no one, nothing.

I sit silently next to my glorious machine, knees close to my chest, listening intently to your slowing heart, feeling a strange new emotion, I think it might be sadness, regardless; this... feeling... it's definitely not wanted.

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Y'know, I had never really thought about what would happen after your life had ended, maybe I too would cease to exist, or perhaps I would live on- escape this place and see what Yuji had done to you, but this...this sadness...this remorse...it threatens my intentions, even more so than Claus used to.

Claus...the irksome little thing, though he almost ruined all my planning I never really wanted to dispose of him, the countless torture I put him through, the never-ending cycle of taunts and threats, how amusing it was...to say I was fond of him...was a lie! ...Wasn't it? Surely I, I couldn't...I may have stolen his form but...

I twirl a strand of my hair - his hair- bored, eyes closed, strangely calm. How odd...to find myself developing human emotions...I hate it, I shouldn't be like this, I'm...I'm...Ha! I don't have a name, I've finally noticed! After all this time...I sigh, yet another human impurity...

It's still warm, I want it to stay like this forever, but I know it won't, in a few moments it'll never be warm again...Your heartbeat suddenly quickens and I'm thrown forward- you've fell, again, but this time you probably won’t be getting back up, I can tell. I sit silently, trying to force a laugh, but something prevents me from doing so, I curse spitefully at it, but it refuses to relent. I crawl back to my position, I’ve crawled so much tonight, but each time was important, each, besides this one, had effected how and when this moment would occur, how and when your death would occur.